@ the coffee place
( They both have been carefully treading the path as to not to get onto touchy issues. They both can feel the air thickening between them. They get seated at a vacant table overlooking the street.)
"Is smoking allowed here ? " ( He asks knowing very well that how much she hated smoking hoping to see some kind of resentment on her face that he has not given up on the habit)
"Yeah I guess so " ( She calls the waiter and gets it confirmed that it is allowed. He takes out a ciggy and is searching for a light.)
" They took the match box when I boarded a flight. Do you by any chance have a light ? " ( He again expected her to burst out but she dint instead she did something really strange. She took out her zippo and lighted his fag.) .
(To say he was shocked would be an understatement and he dint make any effort to conceal it either)
" Dodo what happened ? You look like a baby in a topless bar. Ha ha."
" When did you start smoking? "
" An year back, why what happened ? Amnt I allowed to smoke ?"
" Nope nothing like that, you know you have changed a lot"
" Just to quote you, People change and thats the only thing that doesnt. So in what ways have I changed "
" I mean (he stutters) look at you, you are no longer the Shruts I knew once. You look totally different, your behaviour is totally different. You smoke, you are married, you have a kid. You are not the vulnerable woman seeking reassurance from me anymore "
(There is still only amusement on her face)
" Ok, am sorry. I shouldnt have said that. Its just that I am a bit unsettled at finding you like this all of a sudden"
"Its ok Av, not a big deal. And I dont blame you either because am a lot more different than what you last saw me. I have changed, my attitude towards life has changed. I did make a few choices then though i was not convinced that they were the right ones, but on hindsight they have turned out quite well. I am a successful professional, a loving wife and a good mother to my child and I couldnt have asked for more from my life." ( She flashes her condescending smile)
(His male ego was swirling by this time. He was getting a taste of his own medicine and it was bitter. She was using the standard responses which he once used. He dint like being on this side of table.)
"But are you happy sweets ? " ( He asked in his most considerate voice)( There was just a brief moment before she responded and in that moment he felt he saw a flicker of doubt cross her face or he must have imagined it.)
" Ofcourse I am, what kind of question is that ?"
" I dont mean to offend you or anything, but its just that I want you to be genuinely happy. I just hope that you havent fallen prey to Aposteriori-Justification syndrome. Just because one cant change one's choices which have already been made one tries to justify that they are the rite ones. You know what I mean..."
" You silly, there is nothing like that you are reading too much into things. Its plain and simple I am happy (flashing her beatific smile). "
(Sipping his coffee) " Ok, as you say ( shrugging his soldiers). I would take your word for it. ( he actually smiles the first time for the evening)"
( Her Cell phone rings. She mumbles something like I will be there in 10 mins)
" Ok Av, I gotta leave now, the baby sitter said she have to leave in some time so I need to be getting back home. "( She is opening her purse)
"Hey Carry on, The treat is on me. Cya around sometime."( He smiles)
(She gathers her things and is leaving)" Ok Av, Bye. This is my Card it has got my number. It was nice meeting you after so long."
"Bye Shruts."( He somehow felt that he no longer has the right to call her sweets)
(She leaves. He is waiting for his credit card. The waitress arrives, he tips her handsomely. Collects his baggage and makes way out of the restaurant. He feels a bit cold as he enters the street. He sees a huge crowd gathering a few yards away. He can see an Ambulance rushed to the place. He thinks that there must have been an accident. He has always been amused as to why people gather around the accident spot. Is it amusement for them ? Then he discards that idea that people are not that sadistic. Probably just to know that if the victim is somebody they know. He never felt the urge to rush to the spot . As he neared the spot they were carrying the stretcher into the ambulance. The purse caught his eye. No it cant be her. A million thoughts racing through his mind. He slowly approached the stretcher and just peeked at the face on it. He couldnt believe it. She was a bloody mess. He couldnt control the scream that welled up inside him. )
"Sweeeeetttttttttttsssssssssss".
" Yeah dodo. whats the matter with you? Why are you shaking ?"
(He was confused for a few seconds. Then realization dawned upon him. Bloody hell it was just a bad dream.)
"You ok, Av ?"
"Yeah am fine."
" Then get up dodo and get ready, Sid and Niru will get late for school. Come on now get your lazy bum up."
" You are missing something sweets. You know a way to get me up from the bed, why dont ya try it ? "
"Ofooo grow up Av. You still not a kid but a father of two." (He dint give any sign of relenting)
"Ok fine come to the kitchen You will get what you want."( She says teasingly and escapes his advancing hands).
" Come on Tiger, come and get me."(He hears her from outside the room, he winces at the word Tiger, but what the hell, he runs after her. He loves this every morning ritual.)
P.S - Am sorry for posting it so late...was really busy with things.And I had tough time to give it a happy ending.
P.P.S - Why do I have this compulsive desire to Kill people in my stories. Is there a name for this kind of fetish ??
